7/10/13 6:47pm – 7/10/13 7:07pm
(not a second spent floating southwest)
i keep buying more and more books before i can even
finish the one that i am working on.
maybe there is some part of me that sees the investment i
am making in buying them all up while the wave still crashes
into me, but i also see that it is the same wave that carried my
spending all that money she did not have to be happy.
the wave has taken many forms up until now and for the most
part has not carried me to a place i’d call astray.
there is so much good to be gotten out of the rolling waves that
i am blessed enough to see and further fully submit myself to.
the only problem i have if i were to point out a problem about
this current is that i feel not allowed to be pushed in more than
one direction at a time.
if i was going west at one time and then it is decided i will be
pointed south it has to be a very clean break from west with
not a second spent floating southwest.
i intend to break this habit.
even if it means breaking waves.